i haven't been posting anything because i have just been overwhelmingly depressed because of this situation.
Twice a week, the nurse would come over to check my wound and i kept hearing "it's almost there". But never close enough where i could get my leg back. Five months i have been dealing with this, feeling very alone, gaining weight from lack of activity and truly questioning how much more i could handle.
Well, today, December 21, 2015, i may finally get my leg back.
Devon has been in China since the beginning of December, i only see my nurse twice a week, my neighbor for a few moments when she brings me the mail and sometimes the mailman, when i am sitting in the doorway feeding the squirrels. Otherwise, i'm online, watching TV and spending a lot of time realizing how much of life i am missing.
Today could be the day when things finally start changing. i have a long list of things i want to do, places i want to go and i just want to be able to go upstairs. i want to live again.
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