i feel clean!!!
i feel human!!!
i feel pretty!!!
The last time i took a shower was in late July 2015 ... until today. Since i've had my leg these few days, i have been extremely careful what i do and how long i where it. Because i never looked at the amputation wound while it was healing, i'm not sure what i am looking at now. In the back of my mind, because of all the other times it has re-opened, i'm scared.
But the other day i put the bench inside the shower and this morning i took a deep breath and went in. That first jet of water was cold, but as soon as it warmed up, i didn't want to leave.
i stayed in there until the water was luke warm, just before it went cold. Dried myself off, put the leg back on and stopped out. And i feel so wonderful.
Anyone who knows me enough wont be surprised, but i did start crying. These days my life is focused on the small achievements and this one was huge for me.
Next time you're in the shower, take a moment to appreciate that moment and feel blessed to be able to do this easily and of course the feeling of the warmth of the water.
SADDI taught to appreciate the simple things in life ... and i am still learning.
